Thursday, December 4, 2008

Doormat.

I've been there.
Recently, I went to Singapore on a school trip for 4 days and 3 nights, and it was fun, but there was a thing going on during the trip that I hated: Princess Bitch De Lala walked all over me. I mean, I was trying to play the nice girl, because a) this was the last time I'm seeing my schoolmates and b) it was their trip as much as it was mine, so I didn't want to ruin it for them and making them leave a bad impression of me by being mean. but then, OH NO~ they did not see the kindness behind the niceness, and they took advantage of me. And I was saying to myself :Patience BaoJin, PATIENCE.
And then in the food center, I just sit down on a chair at Her Royal Highness' table, Being surrounded by HER and her croonies, and she went "Get the hell out of here." and THAT struck a nerve. I held my tongue, knowing that waging verbal war would lead to me getting into trouble, and replied "You don't have to be bitchy about it." and walked away. what I REALLY wanted to say was "Oh yeah? Why don't you SHUT THE FUCK UP? I will godamn leave when I want to, so don't fucking tell me what to do!" PHEW! calm DOWN. CALM DOWN. or I'll start e-mailing this to her. 1...2...3...4...5...6...7...8...9...10... okay, better. It's just that, I've been putting up quite a good facade this year, putting up with her crap. Masking my contempt and annoyance with indifference and casuality. I mean, I lent her my phone just so she can send STUPID TEXT MESSAGES to her gang and stuff. So the LEAST SHE CAN DO is be POLITE TO ME. I mean, she MAY have gone through physical puberty (she's like 1.6 m tall and has curves -though not much boobs) but she has the mental maturity of a 5 year old.


ah, screw her. it's the holidays. I have to chillax, besides. It's over. I'm NEVER gonna see her again.

NEVER.

WHOOHOO!!!=]

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